ro-y-ap

2009-11-15T05:16:00.000-08:00

I never knew i couldnt impart my griefs,joy,fears and hopes.

I never knew it would sound so unpleasing to your ears.

I never knew it was all a facade.

I never knew that was me, in your eyes.

Things that i have yet to know, infinite.

2009-08-22T06:35:00.000-07:00

Life hasn't gotten any easier though.

The greater things

have yet to come.

2009-08-17T07:14:00.000-07:00

It's all in your head boy.

Life,

a roller coaster ride i would say.

Take it easy man.

2009-08-15T09:03:00.000-07:00

Is it me?

The things that's happening around me?

How does it feels like,

to have a million things

rushing in that brain

of yours?

2009-06-22T08:55:00.000-07:00

"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."

1 Corinthians 13:4-7

A self Reminder.

2009-06-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

Tough time,

Rough ride.

Only time can say.

2009-06-16T11:49:00.000-07:00

Please do not splurge for my Birthday(:

Recession, kindly save up.

Just a wish will do. haha

I want nothing

2009-06-14T00:07:00.001-07:00

First impressions.

2009-06-12T04:45:00.000-07:00

I really hope things will straighten themselves up.

Getting tougher as i go nearer!

A timely call.

2009-06-10T08:00:00.000-07:00

The timespan we have to complete it.

It's mindblowing!

A time to

make things work.

2009-06-07T09:29:00.000-07:00

It's finally,

over.

True friends,

hard to come by.

2009-05-24T08:39:00.000-07:00

You can't see it,

but it's definitely there.

everchanging problems.

Or its just me?

2009-05-23T10:20:00.000-07:00

The place He places me,

is the place I should be.

I did what i could.

2009-05-20T07:47:00.000-07:00

I have a

BIRTHDAY WISH.

& everytime,

it didn't mean

a thing

2009-05-13T09:03:00.000-07:00

Thank God,

today is finally over.

Pretty,

screwed.

2009-05-11T08:35:00.000-07:00

Oh Lord.

2009-05-09T10:59:00.000-07:00

Am I too trusting?

No more thrusting,

of my trust.

2009-05-08T08:10:00.000-07:00

Things are flooding in, nevertheless drowning me.

Too many things, too little time.

Ignorance is bliss.

2009-05-03T02:20:00.000-07:00

You must give up the way it is,

to have it the way you want it.
Which way now?

Path of life?

Path of lie?

2009-05-02T01:52:00.000-07:00

Clock is ticking,

Time for a little change.

Hours are no longer ours.

Minutes are way too minute.

Seconds gives you the thought of seconds.

Not gonna think about it.

Ever,

ever,

again.

2009-04-29T08:13:00.001-07:00

After a hectic day,

nothing beats lying on your bed.

Draining the life of me.

2009-04-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

Am I doing the right thing?

It's time your head rules over your mind.

Taking things in my stride.

24hours ain't enough.

2009-04-25T09:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY JIANLE!!

Beveyn is cute HAHA

2009-04-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

Went out alone on Friday itself to get certain things done before school officially starts. Went Bugis street, trying out my luck to see if what i have in mind was there. Sad enough, it wasn't. So, i spent quite some time around Bugis tryna look for something to get(for someone). After awhile, i found myself at Raffles City Centre HAHA.Walked the whole mall and went to city link after that.I went from city link to Raffles City centre and vice versa, up to 4 times.

After finishing what is to be done, i went to St Andrew's Cathedral and just sat there for awhile. Sadly, i could only stay there for about 15mins as they're about to close.So, afterwhich, i made my way to esplanade and sat by Singapore River from about 5.30pm-7.45pm. Roo came at nearly 8pm. We watched a band perform before heading for dinner. After dinner was Esplanade roof terrace, talked and chatted there, for awhile and we went down to the Outdoor theatre and watched the performance till 10.45pm.Glad that we stayed for the performance! The lady who was singing was superb!She should be inside the Esplanade instead of the Outdoor theatre, that was what we agreed to and concluded.Home thereafter(:

2009-04-16T11:19:00.000-07:00

Stressed out.

There are things money can't buy, there are also things money can NEVER buy.

At different angles, a different view - several repercussions.

when things start to

come ALIVE.

2009-04-14T21:02:00.000-07:00

There's nothing i can do.

for,

there's nothing left to do.

I am of no guilt,

for thats the way i'm built.

2009-04-12T08:34:00.001-07:00

Happy Easter Sunday Everyone(:

Feeling kinda bottled up these days, beats me too. All in all, things are getting real dreadful. It's just ONE short week before school offically commences AGAIN. Really reluctant that school has to start that soon. Knowing that this coming week is gonna be real hectic, it made me increasingly disgusted for school to start. What a bad week to kick off my last week of rest. Oh well, I better stop all this ranting, if not, SOMEONE is gonna ask me to 'STOP COMPLAINING' HAHA.

The search,

is over.

2009-04-11T09:24:00.000-07:00

Tryna keep keeping what is to be kept.

Sometimes, i find myself treading on thin ice.

Some say it is a gift that we can't put a price tag on.

How true is that?

Never weigh things over you.

2009-04-09T01:55:00.001-07:00

Went to roo's house the other day and just slacked there. As usual, that little monster-Beveyn, likes sticking to me so much that I had to sit down beside him and look at him finish his toast.HAHA. Watched 'Phantom of The Opera' too!haha.

Rushed to tampines at about 6.30 just getting to find out that the timing of the movie has been changed!Argh~ SO yeah, had dinner with Roo, Jo and Tammie at Tampines mall. Slacked around till 9 before they finally arrive for the movie!Caught Shinjuku Incident.

Anyway, that day was well spent i would say. At least i didn't had to stick my butt to the chair at home and stare blankly at the computer.So yeah.

I needa know,

where the line is.

2009-04-08T02:04:00.000-07:00

I felt a wrench, somewhere.

But only time,

can tell.

2009-04-06T01:47:00.000-07:00

Was awoken by Charlie calling my house today at 11.30am, I suppose. Picked myself up from bed quite reluctantly and went to wash up, replying to his call thereafter.Went down to meet roo and charlie for lunch and guess what?They got me a seal when they went to China.OH MY..CRAP! It is beautiful and exquisitely done. I'd never anticipated them to get me that while they were there.Elated, i was, definitely!I'm so HAPPY.Thank you bros!(:
Was in school with them moments ago but decided to head home as I've nothing to do there, except making fun of DAWN.
So yeah, since I'm back at home, I can't wait to blog about this!(:
You might be thinking, I get easily triggered(happy) because of small things that people do,right?haha, yeah i sure am.
A great Thank you to the both of You from the bottom of my heart, but for you both my heart has no bottom!(: Aw, mushy stuff, cut it out.

Lastly, look at the picture, see if u get the (insight)joke(:

small actions, BIG warmth.

2009-04-05T07:08:00.000-07:00

Three cheers to my laptop, hip hip, HOORAY!

It came to me last saturday.I was shocked when it came as i anticipated it to be here on Friday instead.So yeah, been glad since it was better late than never.Hp pavilion dv4!!

It is a total BLAST!Totally rocks. Hope it doesn't seem 'GAY' when both roo and I bring the laptop to school.

One word to describe it- Beautiful.

Still tryna figure out how exactly some functions and things work, but it's not going to take long i guess(:

I found love, in my LAPTOP!!hahaha.

2009-04-01T21:59:00.000-07:00

why?

Out with Jianle today.Well, as usual, you can't expect much from that guy. The same old stuff happens and that includes SARCASM(in a good way). We caught DMC at plaza sing, a great show i must say. It's funny beyond words and definitely worth watching.

We went to parklane subsequently, played afew rounds of pool and he went off.

While he was leaving, Larlene, Nash, SiRong and Sunny came!So yeah, we joked about almost everything and continued to play pool. HAD FUN MAN(with everyone i met)!Uber cool stuff.

After everything , Larlene, Sunny and I took a cab while the remaining took another.We met this uncle who was extremely funny. The way he communicated with us was hilarious! alright, guess thats it for today folks!(:

Every day has its ending,

& so does every night.

2009-03-30T11:21:00.000-07:00

Let's see how it grows from here.

I feel so useless, unable to be of any help in salvaging the whole problem that's surfacing. Things aren't going smooth, it's gonna be a rough ride ahead. I'm quite certain about that.I don't know if the 'trip' is still possible.We still have a long ride to go people, praying hard that we'll be able to pull through this hurdle. All i can do now- hope for the best. exhaust and stress rolled into one, that's how I'm feeling currently.How great?

Got to know something just minutes ago, shocked yet expected. I don't know what more to expect.What can i do?What should i do?I'm at the crossroads once again.

appalled yet calm.

MTC

2009-03-29T08:06:00.000-07:00

Finally back from MTC!It was a blast. Interesting camp with fantastic empire mates! Still, i'm getting high on the XI SHUA SHUA dance. Can't help but dance along or at least sing along whenver i see the video or hear the song.Photographs will be uploaded when i receive them(:
CLICK ON THE PHRASE BELOW TO WATCH THE VIDEO!

FEAR FACTOR ROCKS!

2009-02-25T07:03:00.000-08:00

Exams are over, are over, are over.

& whats the next chapter, next chapter, next chapter?

exams are over,

but i don't feel the excitement,

at all.

2009-02-21T02:55:00.000-08:00

I believe that the sun shines after the rain

I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain

I believe in not doing things the easy way

I believe that being selfish doesn’t pay

I believe in a second chance

I believe in a life long romance

I believe there is life after death

And standing up to a life of mess

I believe in love at first sight

I believe that revenge isn’t right

I believe that first impressions last

And there is nothing better then a good laugh

I believe that dreams do come true

I believe there's destiny for me and you

I believe that good things come to those who wait

I believe love never arrives too late

I believe something good comes from something bad

I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad

I believe everyone has a guardian angel

And the good you do will be rewarded well

I believe sometimes there is no explanation

I believe money can't buy people's affection

I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone

I believe a new day arrives with every dawn

I believe a smile can be contagious

I believe in being very outrageous

I believe in living with no regrets

I believe that life is as good as it gets

I believe that God watches over us

I believe the little things are worth the fuss

I believe you have each friend for a reason

I believe you will get punished for treason

I believe that what comes first is family

I believe we should all live in harmony

I believe in making the most of a beautiful day

And it's not the end until everything's okay

I believe absence makes the heart grow fonder

I believe you will lose if you sit and wonder

I believe every experience teaches you a lesson

And nothing cures better then a drinking session

I believe everyone has one true love

I believe sometimes we need a little shove

I believe the whole world is a stage

I believe we only get better with age

I believe that to learn you have to live

I believe that to love someone you have to give

I believe one moment can change your life

And there's still help when you’re in strife

I believe everyone has one true friend

I believe love helps a broken heart mend

I believe in the power of a song

And things will change before too long

I believe living is the best experience

I believe in not laughing at other people’s expense

I believe it’s hard to watch a lover leave

And when they’re gone all you can do is breath

I believe to always look on the bright side

I believe that life is just one big ride

I believe when I die people will grieve

But it’s ok because I believe.

2009-02-20T06:22:00.000-08:00

Don't worry about me Charlie, Reuben, Jianle and Elson.

I'm gonna be okay(:

Thanks for all the concern.

Love you guys more than words can say!hahaha

2009-02-17T07:32:00.000-08:00

Argh!

Just what is happening to me?

I'm not a good friend,

at least, not up to my standards.

2009-02-16T01:42:00.000-08:00

measure my worth-worthless.

*Measure of worthlessness*

2009-02-15T01:33:00.000-08:00

brute force, with soft approach

2009-02-08T06:48:00.000-08:00

It's my life,

I live it.

You have to be me,

to be able to understand

what I'm going through

and

how I'm feeling.

2009-02-06T10:25:00.000-08:00

Continuously conscious about the DOs and the DON'Ts.

Extra cautious; Extra meticulous.

2009-02-06T06:09:00.000-08:00

Went for Check up today.

Hope everything's fine.

Never would have gone without them, felt really grateful and thankful.

Thank you Charlie, for the nian gao! It was really sweet and nice (:

Thank you Roo for the Din Tai Fung treat!(next time round it'll be my treat,promise.)

Lastly, I would like to thank the both of you for accompanying me for the check up.

All i can do now, is wait.(Lets hope for the best.)

Worse-Case Scenario:

From dust I come, to dust I go.

(lol.talking rot.)

I thank God for giving me such great pals.

They're the best presents i could ever ask for.

2009-02-03T05:36:00.000-08:00

Humans are complicated beings.

Not just you,

but me too.

We were the reason that He gave his life,

we were the reason that he suffered and died.

To a world that was lost,

He gave all he could give,

to show us the reason to live.

2009-02-02T09:02:00.000-08:00

Oh great, this can't be happening.

Come what may, i'm prepared for the worse(:

Living life the way it is.

Thanks Roo(i just needa rant).

Get well soon BUTT

2009-02-01T06:57:00.000-08:00

-==================================-

I lose my temper, but it's all over in a minute.

So is the hydrogen bomb,

but think of the damage it produces!

-==================================-

It just feels good to be back on land again.

Somehow words just don't suffice how you feel,

sometimes, not all happenings are to be controlled.

2009-01-28T04:50:00.000-08:00

Been too oblivious lately.

Where have all the observance went?!

Some things i know, but i never tell.

Some things i hope to know, were never told.

Trying not to pin high hopes.

2009-01-24T06:09:00.000-08:00

Out with Charlie today!(:

Bought a Crumpler and a Braun Buffel.

Gotta start saving up Roy.

For a pal,

humble is myself.

2009-01-23T08:13:00.000-08:00

I understand now, I really do.

For all the things in time, time will reveal.

for there is None Other.

2009-01-22T06:33:00.000-08:00

I hope i'm of some help. That's the least i can do as a pal, as a friend.

I don't know. I'm in a total limbo right now.

If there's anything i could do to share the burden, name it and i'll do it.

I really hope it's my thoughts thats playing a prank on me.

But Thought has need of no such things,

For Thought has a pair of dauntless wings.

2009-01-21T06:10:00.000-08:00

Treasuring what i have doubly hard,

No room for errors,

No room for regrets.

Never making the past mistakes.

Everything, to me, it meant.

For they're important to me in more ways than one.

and I needa correct it before it's all said and done.

Once bitten, twice shy,

nothing's stopping me this time.

I have nothing more

Than all You offer me

I have nothing else

That's of worth to me

2009-01-19T05:11:00.000-08:00

It's time to start the ball rolling once again.

Though dreadful, but fulfilling!

2009-01-16T04:53:00.000-08:00

FRIDAY!

It was a blast! The much anticipated day didn't just end off like that xD

Right after school, i went home to change up after which we headed yo prime for SHOPPING.

HAHA, grocery shopping i mean.

We ended quite quick actually so, we actually headed to Roo's house.

When we reached, WE JAMMED!!

Woo~ It was so great.That feeling was undescribable.

Subsequently, we prepared the food.

With beveyn running around it was hard to handle everything.

After awhile Ben and I manage to cool him down haha!

After all was done, i stayed in the living room to play the piano while the others continued Jamming.

I was playing Fur Elise(: LOL, but it was only the front portion, then i got stuck.

Played with beveyn after that!HAHA.

He's super adorable, i swear.

I played DS with him and he was tricking me so that he can be first!haha.

Oh well.

When the last race has ended, i told him to rest his eye for awhile.

Guess what he did? He rode on me.

He sat on my shoulder and you know what?

He did the HUMPING action on me.I was like, OH MY GOSH.hahahahahaha.

During the Steamboat itself, I didn't eat much as i wasn't that hungry.

Stopped eating for awhile and played with Beveyn, AGAIN.hahaha.

There, he sat on my shoulder again, this time, taking away my specs and pulling my hair,

Putting his whole weight, including his chin on my head and instructed me to go wherever he wanted haha.

When lynette asked what animal i was Beveyn simply replied "DOG".LOL.

While everyone was cleaning up, I played with Beveyn, so that he won't run around.

As there was a heavy traffic flow (:

I'm such a important FIGURE HAHA!

Okay yeah, too lazy to type.

Others are just in my mind (:

All in all, everything went great!

Thank you weishen(that bugger), for ur hospitality!HAHA.

Oh!
Beveyn is so sweeeet!When the both of us were outside his room, he didn't want to go to bed.I tried so hard to push him to bed, but to no avail. He told me this "I don't want, I want you" Awwww...kids, can really melt you down(:

2009-01-15T06:44:00.000-08:00

Alright, Thursday.

Much anticipated day of the week.

First things first, OUR HARDWORK REALLY PAID OFF!

The things we planned and plotted finally came to light and live (:

& of course, i'm happy for it.

These few days, i've not been having lessons due to the JAE event.Gotta catch up!

I don't wana lose out much(:

Had a small advance birthday celebration for lynette today.Hope she liked those stuff.

Tomorrow will be the most intrguing day of this week.

Guess what?STEAMBOAT at weishen's house!!wahahaha~

Can't wait to eat like some pig/glutton, you see.

When it comes to food, I WON'T and CAN'T resist!

Tomorrow's gonna be FUN!!

I have to show my worth,

For i was bought at a price.

2009-01-13T06:18:00.000-08:00

Bushed, i am.

HAHA. I didn't have any lessons today, how great! There's only one word in my dictionary today, SLACK!

Helped out for the JAE event and tried to bring as many people to the booth as possible. Managed to get 6 people in total, to the booth. HAHA kinda great achievement (:

The next few days will be just as tiring i guess.

The best part was, i didn't really study for comprog quiz and so, i have LOA.

Meaning, we'll have make up quiz next week!hahahahaha.

Okay, how blur can reuben get? He lost his 2nd Ez-link card.haha.

Oh well, that's it for today~

2009-01-11T06:18:00.000-08:00

Oh my gosh!!

Just read through Levon's post about her 18th birthday! Oh My GOODNESS!

It really was a blast seriously!!!!! GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!!hahaha.

It was great!Glad that she enjoyed it.haha.

Guess what she received? She got her VERY OWN bolster-pillow set.

Meaning, the pillows have got her name SEWN onto it!DAMN NICE!!

Wow. How i wish mine was half as great as hers!HAHA.

Mine is coming soon, SOON!!

Everything really blew me off man.GOODNESS, i still can't believe it.

All was so well plotted.HAHA LEVON!

You cried on your Birthday with all those blows of surprises just piling up!HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Glad you enjoyed your birthday sis (:

See you real soon okay!

Coming to think of it, I'm somewhat jealous and envious, anyway you want to have it described.

when i read the post and saw the video i was really blown off my heels!

She was blindfolded and practically walked through the whole of citylink and marina square!Brought into a hotel room where the ultimate surprise came up! Flawlessly planned i would say.SO GREAT LA. All those helium-filled balloons, board collage, bolster-pillow set and THE HOTEL ROOM!

The night scenery was breathtaking!HAHA. I'm so jealous~

hahahaha, she has got such great buddies and i'm really happy for her(:

Everything went great.

Before mine even starts, i have to plan for my friends' (: theirs is coming up ever sooner and ever faster(compared to mine of course).

Thats all folks

2009-01-10T06:24:00.000-08:00

Oh well~

Weekends are full of crap.

Sorry Jolene, things just cropped up, so I gotta give today a miss.

2009-01-09T09:25:00.000-08:00

Weekdays are finally over!

So many things are happening and have happened.

I can't find a starting point to it, what more an end?All i can do is to shut my ears from all.

I'm feeling elated, bored, sad ans stressed all rolled into one.HAHA. What a contradiction!

Just finished my game of BRIDGE with Weishen and Jolene. Unknowingly, it's already 1.30AM!

Gotta get some sleep real soon.

Studies and pressure is building up, "PEOPLE" are starting to get so competitive.

At the rate that i'm going, think i'm still gonna be alright.

Looking back at my results, it just disgusts me. Like EEEEEEW~

Sorry Elson, wasn't able to meet you today that i gotta call off the meet-up!

2009-01-06T05:57:00.000-08:00

Tuesday.

A tedious and stressful day! My brain was all packed with so many things of different subjects

Hope it's gonna be much better tomorrow. I've decided not to skip FRENCH tomorrow

What a big achievement. Monday was dreadful, and so was tuesday! Life's never getting better since the day school started. It wasn't that good after all, is it?

Out of a sudden, i'm hoping that holidays would come sooner(for once, i mean it).

Oh, just in case I forgot, I didn't know i have a STRIPPER around me at all times(insight joke)!

To wrap it up, this phrase came to me abruptly, while i was showering just now:

A good man from the start, may not be a good man at the end.

2009-01-04T05:29:00.000-08:00

Midnight prata, cravings that can never be satisfied!

Slept really late the night before(4am). I was watching discovery channel!!

I was totally shocked that was actually another constellation in between Sagitarus and Scorpio.
It 's Ophiucus. It's a pope i think, which means it's half snake and human.

That show also starred about 'The Lost Book of Nostradamus'! which was extremely interesting!

It was really worth watching!

Okay

SUNDAY!

Revised my work and continued to glue my eyes onto the book I borrowed from wei shen. It's really interesting, I was all glued to it! The way everything was being proven logically from all aspects and all.WOW.

Monday blues!(just for comprog to be exact).HAHA.Alright Today was tiring but nevertheless fulfilling (:

2009-01-03T06:27:00.000-08:00

Saturday.

One tedious day, it sure was. Tackled the chores because CNY is coming so soon! Not much actually because we've started spring cleaning since NOVEMBER.

Basically, it's just the usual light-weight stuff. Got it done quite swiftly as i wanted to iron that mountain-like pile of clothes on my bed!

After that, i just slacked the whole day. It feels so nice to lie down and relax after a day of tedious work.

Read the book that I borrowed from WeiShen, it really is interesting! Hope I'll be able to finish it real soon because I think he wants to read it too.

Oh, almost forgot, I did my deferment for NS as well! APPROVED (:

Dear Mr ROYSTON YAP JIEXIONG(S9122571I),

Thank you for registering for your National Service(NS). You have been granted deferment from NS till MAR 2011 to pursue your DIPLOMA IN BIOMEDICAL INFORMATICS & ENGINEERING course at TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC.

Joke of the day:
Mum was wanting to grab a clothe outside the house. She was totally shocked when she turned and saw a kid standing there. She looked totally petrified!hahahaha. You know what? Kids were playing block hide-and-seek! As usual, my mum gets easily frightened by all the trivial things!

2009-01-02T06:55:00.000-08:00

Noise to a man, could be Music to another (:

Friday!

The much awaited day of the week. Been anticipating for this day since school started on Monday.Finally a day to rest and all.

You know what?

Today was the funniest and happiest day of the week.

Not only is weekends arriving, but WE HAD FUN TODAY!

The whole bunch of us crowded around the tables in ITAS and we played SIGNAL and PIG.

PIG was the game where everyone went crazy! We were real spastic. I bet everyone had their eyes all focused on us while we actually stood up and LAUGHED OUT LOUD(spastic) and also not forgetting that we're even mimicking chickens and ducks in the middle of ITAS!

It's really HILARIOUS! A day that can never be missed!!Woohoo~

Went to the library for a short study session and we headed to Mac for a short chill out (:

Last but not least, I have something to say:

GOOD LUCK WEI SHEN!

(Good luck for your baptism)

2009-01-01T06:42:00.000-08:00

Two Words: HECK CARE

Thank you kaili for McBETH (:

2008-12-31T08:56:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR WORLD!

To: Yingqi, Xiangling, Feng(bai), Janice(aunty), Guoharn(froggy), Denise, Kaili, Ben, Wyman, Yicheng, Martin, Cheryl, Jianle, Shaz, Farhana, Fathin and Hao.

Wishing all of you(as mentioned above) a happy new year!May all the bad things be gone, just like 2008.2009 will be better! Hereby, wishing you and your family members a very very absolutely Happy new year! May all of your wishes and dreams come true(if any)! Hope that 2009 will be both fruitful and joyful! May peace and happiness shine on you always (:

To: Lynette Tan

HAPPY NEW YEAR BUGGER!Hope you had a fantastic 2008 and may 2009, for you, be dynamic! Okay, as you wished, MAY YOU GET GPA of 4.k? HAHA! May you be blessed with happiness, joy, peace and laughter all year round.Best wishes for you. THATS ALL!

To: Too Chinsiang

May your worries and frets be carried away by 2008!Hope you'd get good results for the coming 'O' levels and most importantly, wishing you eternal bliss! Rock on!haha.Happy 2009 TOO(NERD) CHIN SIANG!

To: Jason Ng Chang Yao

Happy new year GAY(he is one)!haha. May your DREAMS and WISHES come true man! Take note that i bold the word DREAMS hahahaha. You get what i mean yeah?okay. Hope that you'd find true love soon.HAHA. May everything be smooth-sailing for you in this splendid year-2009. Throw all your worries away babe! This year, EVERYTHING will change! They will take their turns and change for the better (: HAPPY NEW YEAR JASON NG LONG MEDICINE! wahaha!Lastly, thank you for your presence in my life, you make it worthwhile in your own pervertic ways(Oops?)

To: Elson Ong Yi Qiang

Hey bro, HAPPY NEW YEAR! I know you read my blog occasionally, so I'm hoping that you'll be able to read this. May you and your family experience peace and harmony in 2009 and the decades to come. Hope the challenges you've faced in 2008 won't get you defeated! Wishing that you'd get good grades(when do you not get good grades?)! haha. May all your wishes and dreams come true! Hope that you'll grow stronger and tougher as you learn, through the journey of life. May you be happy, always! (: I love you HAHAHAHAHAHA(sounds so wrong).Lastly, thank you for your presence in my life, you make it worthwhile in your own special way.

To: Reuben Goh Wea Sean

Wei Shen!HAPPY NEW YEAR, PULL YOUR EAR. Wishing you a FANTABULOUS 2009 ahead! May all your PROBLEMS(physically/mentally) be solved. Hereby, hoping that all your illnesses and ailments will recover speedily, wishing that you'll have good health all year round and of course, may HAPPINESS be with you for eternity. In other words, i wish you ABUNDANT HAPPINESS(don't always pull a long face), GOOD HEALTH and a FULFILLING LIFE always. Hope you had a great 2008.There will be a better 2009 ahead. 2009 will be (fruitful)better! Besides all these, I wish that you'll be able to win the CUP(you know which cup?)! GOOD LUCK BUDDY! May all the best wishes be with you!Lastly, thank you for your presence in my life, you make it worthwhile in your own unique way!

Had lunch at Ajisen with Jason, Ben, Weishen and Charlie! Had fun, really. Went to arcade! it's been so long since i last went there. So yeah, we all played SOMETHING, except wei shen LOL.After that i went home.

Had dinner at Nihon mura then went to Tampines Mall, got the urge to get presents so i got small presents for afew people haha!Wait and see on friday then (:

2008-12-30T06:15:00.000-08:00

Having took back most of my results, i felt a wrench in my heart.haha.

I feel so disappointed in myself! I've put in so much effort and its not materialising!

Why?! Oh well, maybe it's supposed to be study SMART not study HARD.

So, yeah.

Just finished doing maths questions and i think it's time for me to relax and enjoy myself.

Today was such a torment(Thanks to my nose).

Luckily, I managed to pull through such a day like today!

All in all, today was relatively alright.haha.

Thank you wei shen for the CHEWS! (:

2008-12-29T07:46:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU CHARLIE FOR THE PRESENT(:

School today was great (:
But of course, excluding the part where we get our results.
kaili came over to look for us, as she needed help in her survey.Helping one another yeah?
What goes around comes around!
Okay after school, accompanied that pervert JIANLE and we walked all the way from avenue 1 to Avenue 5. After which, i walked back home!
So, yeah basically, today was enjoyed.

Sometimes, i really think keeping things to myself helps.

2008-12-28T06:22:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow, is the day.

School will resume tomorrow!I'm rather looking forward to this day's arrival.

Why?Beats me too.

I guess, I've had enough rotting away at home.I want to get my brains cracking so badly.

I may sound stupid, but i'm serious!haha.

Tomorrow, everything, everything will resume(every single thing).

Nothing's gonna stop, nothing's gonna change.This phrase tells me not to pin my hopes too high.

So, yeah. Basically, I just hope tomorrow will be good!(no Monday blues)

What i dislike about Mondays is that it begins with such a torturing subject, COMPROG.

It's relaxing yet tedious, easy yet brain wrecking!

Okay.

I can't wait to get my butts back in school! See you guys tomorrow peeps!

2008-12-26T06:29:00.000-08:00

Alright Woke up real early today!
Due to the long awaited, but not at all anticipated WORKSHOP.
It was dreadful! We had to get all the soldering done and all, It's such tedious work.
Strains our eyes, stresses our brain and of course toturing our hands!
Despite of all these, there's one thing that i must say, It feels so good to be back in school!
I'm so looking forward for holidays to end (:
All freshened up, ready for another term of torture!

Sorry Charlie! Sorry for making you wait for us for so long.Really very sorry about that.

haha, we owe you a meal?LOL (:

2008-12-25T06:25:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas World!

Went out with yicheng to Vivo city!waha~
Shopped with him from afternoon till night(He wanted to get some cheap deal on clothes)
HAHA, I bought nothing but a card for charlie, and file for yq(at suntec)
Hmm, met yicheng twice during the holiday (:
No choice, because we only meet up during our holidays. Aww~
So yeah, basically we just walked the whole of Vivo like how many times?3?
Woo~ Christmas this year WASN'T LONLEY (:
Hope all of you like the presents I gave xD Hohoho!

2008-12-23T05:22:00.000-08:00

Woo~ Today was, dreadful.

There isn't a single thing i could do except cutting my nails and cleaning my shoes!

Sat right outside my house just to cut my nails and clean my shoes!

Took about half an hour just to arrange the shoe laces on that pair of converse shoes.

I'm so DYING of boredom.

I need to go to the dentist soon, I guess. I gotta fill up one of my teeth if i'm not wrong! Whenever i chew on food, one of the hind tooth seems to give off a short sharp pain!Argh~

It's gonna cost me big bucks this time round. I think it's the same problem!NOOO~

Okay bye~~

2008-12-22T08:17:00.000-08:00

Was planning to have an early night tonight. Abolished the thought due to my NOSE! It's running like some tap. GOSH, it's killing me.

I've taken the medicine a moment ago and i'm just sleepily waiting for the effect to kick in so that i can have an undisturbed sleep!

Basically, today was fruitful (:

Went out with mama today. We travelled to Jalan Besar to have our brunch before heading down to Orchard(once again) for some shopping!

Guess what? I bought another Levi's jeans(again) at Tangs. I was extremely indecisive on which size to take(27/28) and it took me almost 2 hours to decide on it. So yeah, meanwhile, i went downstairs with my mama to look at some household items. Guess what? I bought a Chocolate Fondue! WAHAHA.

After some thorough consideration, I've FINALLY decided on which size to take-28. Went up to collect my jeans after doing the payment. Due to my short legs, I have to get the jeans altered! It's all good (:

Woo~ the jeans can be picked up TOMORROW! Walked the whole of Wisma Atria (again) and the exterior of Lucky Plaza. I nearly, layed my hands on those bermudas at I.P Zone! Just that, i thought it lacked something.

Dinner time! We went to Sushi Tei for dinner. It was such a great experience haha. Nice food, great service, marvellous restaurant. All in all, the restaurant was really great in most aspects! I'll definitely go back again! LOL( if i have the money)

Basically, this wraps up the whole of my day.

I'm looking forward for thursday! Will be out with Yicheng(AGAIN)!hahahahaha.

2008-12-21T09:07:00.000-08:00

Gosh, i hate what i'm doing now big time. Wasting my TIME, leading an aimless yet sluggish lifestyle! Oh man, i can't stand myself in this state. Really hoping that rhw oh-so-stressful days are back.
I can practically do nothing but sit in front of my computer for the whole day. How much can these days worsen? The moment I opened my eyes every morning, there'll be a huge question mark in my head(What to do now?), I've got nothing to do! I'm really bored to tears.
All that i could do is either read my book or watch the television!ARGH~
This lifestyle is killing me, I feel so uncomfortable dawdling away in such monotonous life!
The days that passed isn't captivating, entertaining nor fascinating, much less intriguing or enticing!(Excluding days when i'm enjoying life, the way i want it).

Okay, enough ranting.
Off to sleep, Goodnight WORLD.

2008-12-20T23:50:00.000-08:00

Christmas is not all about giving gifts or greetings, but a celebration where we can extend the love of Christ to others. Let us experience the wonderful love of Christ upon our life during the Christmas season, and let us also take this opportunity to extend that wonderful love of God to other people.

2008-12-20T23:42:00.000-08:00

On a more serious note here, I've been frequently surfing through some blogs, and I sensed some enmity that threw me off my surfboard. I'd just like to say my piece.

Remember that no matter what has happened, no matter how much you try to deny it, no matter what others may do to you because of it, you are always a part of I803. It's just like familial ties and all that. This is a mark etched into your history, your memory. It is way below your skin; it is not a scar or an injury, it is a reminder of who you once were and always will be.

The I803 identity should not bring anyone pain or suffering. Neither should it create a divide among us, nor cause some of us to feel burdened by it. Even if we are seperated forever from now on; even though we may face different experiences, whenever we meet, we are still I803. Nothing more, nothing less.

All i'd ask for is just to spend this remaining term together, with our class, as a class.It's been hard on everyone since 1.2 started, i believe.I don't know if its possible, but that'll be what i'm wishing for for christmas.At least i know, we all once shared that harmony, happiness and joy together, didn't we?All the fun and happy moments we shared as a class.Remeber our Orientation? BMIE get together? birthday celebrations?Remember how happy and united we used to be?and that spirit we use to possess?The times we had were really amazing excluding the minor teething problems.Other than that, the moments we shared as I803 was truly, truly fantastic.Wasn't it?

I understand that things won't be the same anymore as many events and changes took their turns.But i believe it lies in our minds and hearts.If we can treat our cliques well,why not others too?It's an effort we reap and a result we sow.I believe, it's not impossible if we try. I really think its time for everyone to step out of their comfort zone once again and take things into their own hands and not leaving it to fate or much worse, destiny.

I really hope everything will start settling down and fall to where it belongs because, all that we have left is just barely 3 months.People, this 12 weeks can make huge differences and drastic changes in both you and everyone's life.

At least, a smile goes a mile.

Woke up at about 10am(supposedly at 9am, due to me oversleeping) by SOMEONE's sms. It was a good "wake up" call. I started rushing myself, preparing everything and getting things done in a flash (:

Went out of house at approximately 11.15am(LATE) and rushed off to meet Jason at Lavender followed by meeting roo at Somerset. Went to Heeren to look for Charlie as Shihui was late and so was everyone else. Went for lunch at cineleisure's BUGER KING (:

Jianle came to look for us shortly after we started our meals.He looks, cranky?HAHA. With that new haircut which look somewhat like err, Flat top? xD

Went back to Heeren to cheer and support Charlie!hahaha. It was really fun, shouting and making heck lotsa noise. It was a great form of venting your anger and stress! No doubts about that.

After everything has ended we went to HongKong Cafe and had our meal( i didn't eat). After which everyone went off heading home, while I went to meet Yicheng! I was extremely LUCKY! If Yicheng weren't at Orchard, I'd have gone home. So yeah, i went to meet him and we went shopping for chocolates! ROYCE CHOCOLATE, yummy (:

Subsequently, we went to have our dinner at Food republic, wisma atria. Next, we walked to Old Chang Kee as HE was still hungry after that huge bowl of noodles.

The Christmas atmosphere was really GREAT! There were alot of people from each Church singing Christmas carols! The both of us had quite a hard time trying to get to Old chang kee which was located outside Takashimaya. Went to Nike and shopped for awhile and nothing caught our eye so we decided to walk to Dhoby Ghaut. The crowd in Orchard was really really spectacular HAHA.

Even the cars had to give way(regardless of how 'BRANDED' each car was). Halfway through when we've reached Somerset, we've decided to take the train because we couldn't get through the small and tiny passage way connecting to the traffic light right opposite Somerset Station.So, i took the train and alighted at BoonKeng and followed by a bus(23) to get my butts home (:

After much serious consideration,

I've decided to hand them their respective presents today.

So yeah, hope they like the presents!

HO HO HO~ MERRY CHRISTMAS (:

2008-12-19T07:44:00.000-08:00

Oh well, tomorrow will be better (:

Gonna attend Charlie's 883jia FM competition tomorrow at Orchard, Heeren!

All the best Charlie!Best of luck and wishes for you.May you win the competition alright (:

Gonna meet roo at school tomorrow before heading down to town.Hmmm, should i pass them the presents tomorrow?Or on 26th?HAHA WHATEVER!

Thanks Denise.

2008-12-18T07:32:00.000-08:00

Okay, as for today, it was rather interesting!HAHA.

Went out at about 11am to tampines mall to meet cs, but he came at about 12.30pm.

Meanwhile, i shopped around the mall in shops and what not in search of presents!haha.

Jianle's was the first i bought.

After cs came, we went to marina square and there, i bought roo's.

Walked the whole of marina square and we headed down to bugis.

Guess what?I was looking for Jason's present and there I SAW JASON.HAHA.

Such coincidence (:

So yeah, got something for jason too.

All in all, i walked the whole of TM then i headed to city hall, went to Marina square and walked pass city link like umpteen times and walked the whole of bugis junction too!hahahaha.

Guess where i wrapped the presents?

I did it at tampines mall's open plaza HAHA.I did a super quick one (:

Christmas mood is so in me yipee~

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, cs and i bought 2 tops for ourselves while shopping too!wahahaha.One of which we took the same design but different color base and the other is exactly the same EXCEPT the size HAHA!

2008-12-17T07:12:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i really wonder why some friendships are so lasting while others are not,when the start off point is relatively the same.

I guess it just proves that it takes 2 hands to clap,2 hands to make a perfect friendship and 2 hands to keep it going.

Sense of remorse and regret is what I am feeling.I screwed up a used-to-be flawless friendship. A happy but simple friendship destroyed, just like that.All i see are smithereens of this broken friendship. Crack lines everywhere. Other than words of apologies, there's nothing more that i could say. It was my fault, my doing. I've got no excuses and no one to blame, but myself.

If time could turn back, if life can rewind, i swear I'd be a better friend, a better man.

I understand it's pointless to talk about all these now, what has happened, has happened. I saw it coming, but why didn't I restrict myself?WHY?WHY?

I know it's ridiculously stupid for me to have done this really irrational act. Suddenly, I think i don't know myself that well after all. It's just, contradicting. Looking back, i find myself being such a huge walking contradiction. The words i said, the actions i made, left everything dead.

She must be really mad at me, no doubts about that, but there's nothing more than apologies I can make.

Look at what I've created- a beautiful disaster.

We've been through so much together-5years. It's really silly to let it die off just because of my foolish yet dumb act.

I know it's partly because I didn't really took her words but took words from others instead. I know, i really know, but i really didn't mean not to take her words and advices. It's just so much so that, i treasure my friendship with Roo a lot. Not meaning that you didn't mean a thing to me, you definitely meant alot, far more than anyone else i knew.

I know, i may not be that Royston who honours his words so much like he did anymore, but all i know is that, you're the one and only whom i could really relate to.

You're the one whom i can rant to and the one whom i know will always be there for me through my thick and thin. You're the one whom could read my mind just by looking at my actions and expressions. All these didn't come easy and it doesn't come with a snap of your fingers, all these understanding and trust-building took us 5 years of which are our golden period of TEEN-growth. We grew together as a whole, as good pals throughout our secondary life.

The way we bickered, laughed, joked and going out together were the times I really missed and longed.

The countless days and times we used to be on the phone be it crapping or having a heart-to-heart talk, will never leave my mind. To be honest, I'm still unable to adapt to the 'lonely' lifestyle. I've been living in that 'era' containing you and me, for 5 consecutive years, nothing more nothing less.

Everything that we used to experience and been through just haunts me unrelentingly. Please support the yellow ribbon project(If you understand what i mean by this).

2008-12-16T23:44:00.000-08:00

Had an extremely late night and i woke up early today.

Nothing unusual actually, because i woke up and went to school today (:

Such a smart ass i am, aren't I?HAHA!

Alright back to serious stuff, went to school to do some final touch ups for PSPS.DUH.

At about 11am, went to meet charlie and had some discussions.

After that all of us went to Tampines Mall to accompany CHARLIE for his shopping trip.haha.

He bought a pair of shoes from Converse and a pair of jeans from Levi's Signature.

So yeah, i bought one too!wahaha~

Life's getting boring!

Waiting to ask Yicheng and aunty seah out~

Didn't know life can be this boring.

2008-12-15T02:16:00.000-08:00

Stayed home today.There's nothing much to do, so i decided to do my Dfund2.

Guess what?I've finished it, but its not lighting up!HAHA.

This is stupid!I had a hard time doing it and now its not lighting up LOL.

Gotta use the DMM to measure it some time later.I just want to get it over and done with.

I haven't done my PSPS, french and comprog yet!ARGH.

So busy and we only have 2 weeks of holidays.BORING~

Maybe i should have done that sooner.

2008-12-14T09:14:00.000-08:00

Nothing much today.

Just that Jason and Lynette came to my house today to do our Dfund2 project!

Not finished but halfway there, i guess!

Went to Fish & Co. for dinner after that!HAHA.

Tomorrow is gonna be a boring day, gonna stay at home!haha.

Can't wait to get my CHEWING GUMS!!

Haha, why am i playing the game with you again?It's gonna be endless.

2008-12-13T07:29:00.000-08:00

Finally, i'm done ironing that whole mountain of clothes that were lying in the basket since last friday.About 23 clothes finished in 3 hours!Ironed them like some kinda robot, i practically didn't stop!

Tests are over but i'm still in the study mood, why?How come?Arghh~

Anyway, SHOPPING, IM COMING!!Yipee~

Our conclusion: She is not a simple person.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 18th SIS!

2008-12-12T06:21:00.000-08:00

The long awaited weekends are finally here!

That marks the end of the dreadful, boring and tedious term tests!

Not really expecting myself to get really good grades though.

Some how, i'm so not anticipating for this week to end.Everyone is going overseas, leaving me alone.

So many people are going overseas, i'm really envious of them.

Okay, as for today.It's known to all that I had my last paper(Biochemistry).Expectedly, i was the first to walk out.I didn't know why, i just couldn't do some of the questions and decided to leave.

I feel so stupid haha.Oh well~

It's tough living through this week with all the mugging and being accurately punctual everyday, sitting at breadboard from 8am practising and reading up on everything and anything.

Thank you to those who came and accompany me, in case i feel lonely(Jason).haha.

Although it's now the holidays, I still have so many things undone!

A pile of shit, to be exact.

Right after the paper, stayed back with the group to do soldering of my Dfund2 project.

Almost done!Just left with connecting the wires, thats the tricky part.so dead!

Christmas is coming!!Might be baking cookies at roo's house?

Sunday, Lynette and Jason might be coming over to my house to finish up the Dfund2 project, hopefully.

I wana get it over and done with so that i can enjoy my remaining holidays!

For the next 5 days, there won't be anyone to entertain me at night!Except for Jason hahaha.

He's dead, i'm so gonna bug him like crazy.

All in all, i'm tired for today for reaching home at 10 and doing 5hours of soldering and all.

My expected grades,

EMath2- 50%
Dfund2- 60%
Edevckt- 60%
Biochem- 65%

2008-12-11T07:00:00.000-08:00

Edevckt has finally ended.So much for my hardwork and everything was to no avail.
Gave up 10 marks because i totally got no idea on how to do question 3.
Gave it up by just scribbling some funny but logical answers on it.
Other than that, it should be fine. I'll still be able to pass it at least.
Tomorrow is the long awaited but not at all anticipated Biochem paper.
After 4.30pm tomorrow, it'll be LIBERATION!
Oh well, dreadful tests are finally gonna be over, real soon.
I can't wait to enjoy myself becaues christmas is COMING!
Alright, thats all for today folks.I'm totally drained of my brain juice for today.

2008-12-10T06:09:00.000-08:00

Dfund2 test was alright, i guess.

Well, at least i managed to do most of it(excluding the frequency part).

At least 60%?

Oh well.

Tomorrow is the long awaited and dreadful EDEVCKT.Hope it's gonna be alright.

Worried not so much about myself, but about the people around me.Why?Im puzzled.

Envious of those who have already finished their tests.

Come on Roo, don't give up.

I know you can do it because you are reuben goh!!

Its all about your mind.

Believe in yourself!

2008-12-09T05:47:00.000-08:00

Totally demoralised by Mathematics 2 test today.

Everything just went down the drain.

Firstly, my nose is not in good condition!On top of that, THE PAPER WAS TOUGH!

It'd be a miracle if i can pass it very well.

Shoving it off!Tomorrow will be DFUND2!WOO~

Hope i'll be able to do it!

Good Luck everyone!

2008-12-08T06:17:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is the day!

Consolidation of all that we've learnt so far.

The results will show and the hardwork will pay off!

Good luck everyone!

We reap what we sow!

2008-12-07T09:48:00.000-08:00

Saturday

Studied in School with Jolene, Jason, Lynette, Kat and Radhi with the help of Dr ravi.Was really productive and constructive to be studying with that bunch. Had prata for dinner, filling it was!

Sunday

Studied with the same bunch of people.Not one less not one more(: As usual productive and constructive it was.. Ordered pizza from Canadian pizza.Feeling of bloatedness filled all of us as we had 2 large and 2 regular pizzas!Printed some notes and did Edev.

Hope all the hardwork pays off for the upcoming term tests!Apparently, time is running short and there'll only be tomorrow left for quality study!Think Roo'll be coming over as he wants to study and practise math.

Good luck to everyone, study hard! (:

Amazingly, term break is filled with projects and what not.Dreadful it sure is!Dfund Project, Com prog homework which i think is enough to kill us.PSPS presentation needs to be finalised as well and worse of all, i have FRENCH role play scripts to come up with!How long of a holiday do we have?2weeks!It's not even enough for me to finish 2 things that i have in hand now.Hopefully, i'll be able to finish all of it on time or at least just in time!

2008-12-05T06:00:00.000-08:00

A fresh new start with a brand new me.

Exams are nearing in like never before, revision is really piling up like mount Everest and on top of that, I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO FINISH WHAT I HAVE TO DO!

Till now, i haven't completed much.I'm not even sure if i am able to complete my syllabus in time for the tests!It'd be a great miracle if I'm even able to score 50% for all my tests, really.

Christmas is coming!That marks the commencement of my great shopping trip!I'm gonna give my pocket a big hole this time round!Probably baking cookies(hopefully, they're edible)?Woo~

The thought of it really makes me high!I feel so energetic now!Someone lower me down will you?

Not really looking forward for the next semester.03 is gonna be separated SOON enough, though.It's not like it's the end of the world but yeah.Although there's lots of things and politics going on but we're still able to live with it as the days pass and the clock ticks.Changing of another environment really, suck big time.I hate this kinda feeling a whole load!

All in all, what I'm currently feeling is Excitement, Stressfulness, torturous all rolled into one!How great is that?

Wake me up, when roo's call ends.3am (:

2008-12-02T03:29:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow is gonna be a weird weird day.

Lessons end at 4, supposedly.

Tentatively, I should have math, Biochem, CGINT and French.

But now, i only have Math and French.On top of that, math starts at 10am and French starts at 2pm!

What a great day tomorrow will be(:

Hmm, tests are drawing nearer, i can taste nothing but stress!

It's all good baby!Woo~

Sad to say, Term break is so full of work that is to-be done!

It's gonna be a hectic one.It's all good(:

Nothing comes sweet!

2008-11-30T05:44:00.000-08:00

Looks like Roo's parents are very hospitable rather than the stern and strict parents that we thought they were(:

Thanks Joel, you're really great.I don't know how to thank you enough for that, really.

Oh no, i have to make a decision. CO/C? I'm pondering hard on it, don't worry.

Just found out that Levon's birthday is coming!hahaha.

2008-11-29T08:03:00.000-08:00

'Tragic' is the word. A Singaporean died in India due to the terrorist attack(Oberoi and Taj Mahal hotels).Her body will be send back to Singapore at 8am tomorrow,tentatively.It's really devastating.This is the first time a Singaporean has been a victim of a terrorist attack.One innocent life lost, just like that.Cherish your lives, people.

A group calling itself the Deccan Mujahedeen claimed responsibility for assaults on the landmark of Taj Mahal hotel and Trident hotels in the south of the city and a number of shooting and bombing incidents elsewhere, according to the Press Trust of India.
There were exchange of gunfire since Friday and it finally ended with the last islamic millitant killed shortly after the break of dawn.

Life is so brittle and nevertheless unpredictable. Learn to cherish the past, treasure the present and await the future.It sure is depressing because a life lost cannot be reversed.
May everyone live in peace and harmony(myself included).
My deepest condolences to the victim's family.

2008-11-28T04:50:00.000-08:00

Do what you like,

Say what you want.

I care no more (:

The mouth is yours, not mine.

Tedious, dreadful and draining week is OVER.So many quizzes and tests were on this week.Adding to such problems were BIGGER problems.Went for blood donation on Wednesday and celebrated Grandma's birthday, so i kind of recovered my nutrients in my blood(: Friday, went swimming with Jianle and Jason, not forgetting Roo, shaz, fana and ben who were sitting near the pool playing card games.Swimming today was really fun, made me laugh like some dog HAHA(ahem..you guys know why).Went for some quality study session with Jianle Roo and Jason after the swim.Great day was today. Nothing much as of this week, just a sentence:

Don't try to be smart by getting yourselves involved in things you should not be.Clean your traces just in case you get jacked.

2008-11-23T04:36:00.000-08:00

Thanks H, i appreciate that.I guess it's pointless for anything to be done as it's hard to judge who's right and who's wrong.

Just remember this,
Trust may be important in a friendship, but never forget TRANSPARENCY.Transparency is the key of sustenance to a lasting friendship.It's just like a glass mug.After it's broken, it's still possible to mend it into its original shape, but the cracklines will act as scars.It will, be there, forever as what's done cannot be undone.
I understand it's been hard on you these days.I think you should stop these things, because i don't want the friendship between you and you-know-who, to sour.It's not worth it afterall.
I hope you'd give a thought in what i've told.Everything happens for a specific reason.
All in all, it's not your fault.It's not the first day you get to know you-know-who and I.
As for your request, I'm sorry, because you know that's not gonna happen anymore.

Gosh!Everything's piling up.Problems surfacing, what on Earth is happening??Oh well~There's nothing i can do now except to believe, believe in Him.Going where He leads me.

2008-11-21T23:46:00.000-08:00

Woo~ went for inline skating yesterday with J!FUN!Didn't really fall much, but, it sure was a good exercise

Thanks Jianle!For playing Fur Elise for me.haha.

2008-11-20T21:53:00.000-08:00

Yeah, my actions are contradicting.Guess you're just reading too much.I treat every CLASSMATE of mine the same.I did it for H and CONVENIENTLY, i did it for you too.Am I going the extra mile, like you thought or are you simply reading too much?If this caused your misunderstanding, too bad.I seriously dislike the GANGHO attitude of yours.

Like i said, I'm OVER it.

To be true,

I do dislike you, but not to the extent of HATING you.Telling you this, just in case you're at the wrong frequency.

2008-11-20T04:59:00.000-08:00

You are not perfect, so what gives you the right to judge?
What ever it is, it was and it had been, We've got nothing to do with each other anymore.From this very instant, I AM OVER IT.

Matthew 7:1-2
Do not judge, or you too will be judged. For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you.

2008-11-19T01:43:00.000-08:00

Experience gained, Lesson Learnt.

I know i have to, but it's hard to.Life's getting rough and tough.That really proves more than i'll ever need to know about you and more.Life has to and must go on!!

Woo~ thanks roo and jason.You guys were great, really (:

If i were a teardrop i’d roll gently down from your eyes,not
to burn much but to mend your sweet cries.
If i were a hand i’d want you to hold me in your own.carry me
through life, even when i’m grown.
If i were a feet i would stay inline with you,so i could be with
you in all that you do.
If i were a shadow i would always follow,we’d face things
together in all the tomorrows.
If i were pain i’d stay far away from the start,to make sure you
never felt me or i never broke your heart.
If i were a song i’d be a sweet sound to your ears,to keep up
your hopes and carry you through the years.
If i were strength i'd give you my all,i’d hold you high and
never let you fall.
If i were your heart i’d be steady and true,i’d be there in
every beat; staying strong just for you.
If i were the sun i’d shine down upon your face,illuminate your
smile and radiate through your grace.
If i were a star i’d sparkle like your eyes,i would look upon
your life and never stop my shine.
If i were a memory i’d hold you there forever,reminding you of
the good times we shared together.

~~Does all these matter anymore?This was supposed to be for our 1st *****.~~

~~Seems like there's no chance of me showing this.So, it's time to bury it down the ground yeah?~~

2008-11-18T04:57:00.000-08:00

I'm A Walking Contradiction Through & Through

You have to be me, to understand.

School-ed as usual today.Nothing special, intriguing nor enticing happened.I think everyone knows how i feel.They know it, better than i personally do.Especially, yq and roo.They can really tell what i'm thinking deep down.OH WELL!They're those great people who kept me holding on to the very end.Thats what kept me going, really.

I know nothing's gonna change the past nor will it ever rewind time. If only i've seen it coming like what others saw, i won't be in such a state now.I guess some things are meant to happen. Nothing i do, is gonna salvage the whole situation. I don't know what's really going on in my mind.I feel very contradicting deep down inside.Why?

The one that i cherished so much, turned out to be someone whose not worth my efforts?

Maybe, We're just not suited and made for each other.

Consciously, i bear a grudge against you.Subconsciously, i still think of you.

Life is never fair,but it is balanced.Thats what i always believed!

In life, you gain some, you lose some.

I would say, i lost something important to me, but i gain more than i can ever ask for.

What ever it is, I sincerely, wish you well.

I was foolish back then, but not anymore.

A thousand wards won't bring you back, i tried, so does a thousand tears.I know, cuz i cried.

2008-11-16T06:43:00.000-08:00

Phew.Finally over and done with PSPS!

See my classmates tomorrow!

ROYSTON,

like it or not, life still goes on no matter what.